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[13 Aug 2006|09:54pm] |
Well what can i say ..This pregnancy has been horrible...I have been so damn emotional...i cry about everything...I mean some of thing i cry about is for a reason but most of its not....Alot of things get to me...Like little things....and most of all I feel Alone....Where jordan has school and i work..we dont get to see each other alot and when i do go to his house or he comes to mine all he wants to do is sleep and i just cry and bitch about it because i want him to spend time with me....Is it just me or does anyone else do the same thing?.....I want to quit my work so bad because all i do is think about jordan and how i want to be in his arms and i start crying...But i need a job for this baby and Isaiah...I can always see jordan the days im off because he quit football...but its just not the same..i want to spend every second of everyday with him and i know i cant thats what makes me so sad...But on the other Hand...After he graduates we are moving to Alaska ...Its so damn far away but he will be making lots of money down there so thats good...and plus i think we will get to spend more time together when we move....I love that boy to death and i would do anything for him!!..Hes my world.....Well anways i guess i have said enough emotional things for today...so im gonna stop at this!!
Love you guys
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[09 Aug 2006|12:00am] |
Man My life is changing right before my eyes....Everything used to be so perfect...I used to not worry about things but now thats all i can do...I worry about the stupidest things...like im always asking jordan do i make you happy and he always says Yes but i always think i could do more to make him happier....and with isaiah i could do so much more to make him happy...
Now thats jordans gonna be gone to school and practice and i have to go to work at 5 ...Things are gonna be a whole lot different i mean i dont know if i can get used to it...I seen him every single day and now we will only get to see each other on weekends..and maybe somedays i dont work...I think i will go crazy...
Anways, i just wanted to write this note for Jordan
Words cant describe how I feel about you
I really dont deserve you, you deserve so much better
But since I have you im not going to go complain
You are such a amazing boy and I love every
second that God has given me with you. I just hope
and pray that things work out the way we want them to.
I cant get over how amazingly close that we have become
in the past few months. It all seems like a dream to me
I know that we fight and argue about alot of stupid things
but what couple doesn't.
You are the funniest/most caring boy that I know.
You have this amazing way
of always knowing what to say to make me smile.
I know that we will go through alot more than we already have and
im hoping we will be able to make it through all those obsticles(sp).
I love you so much and i just hope that you finally realize
what you really mean to me...I wanna grow old with you! your so
Amazing. Dont ever let anyone tell you different. You are gonna be such a wonderful dad. I cant wait till the day we get married..I love you so much baby!!
Well guys i guess thats it for now...
Peace out LOvE YoU
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[07 Aug 2006|01:36am] |
Well I have had alot of stuff on my mind for the past few days!...I cant stop thinking about how my life is turning out to be...I mean two years ago i thought i would never be happy...and All of that Changed...Jordan has been so great to me..Hes such a wonderful Person....He's so wonderful with Isaiah..and i know he will be with our child 2...Its kinda scary because I am gonna be a mother of Two..Its gonna be hard but i can do it...I know i will have alot of support just like i did with Isaiah...Unlike last time..Atleast this baby is gonna have a father that is gonna love it and be there for him/her whenever they need him...*~!
Anyways, on to other things....I go to the Doctor Tomm. To find out everything...im excited but im kinda getting nervous too.
Gosh School starts back in just a couple days...Im so glad that i dont have to go back there anymore...But i am gonna miss Jordan and Emily very much...We arent gonna have as much time anymore because I work and He goes to school then practice and games...its just really gonna suck...But Everything will still be great!~*
Well i guess thats it for now...
Jordan Blake Mullins
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Erica Kristen Short
(Soon to be Mullins)
Love you guys!~*
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[04 Aug 2006|05:34am] |
Hey guys, This is gonna be a very short update because this is my first one Lol.
We things have been great here lately..Jordan and I are having a Baby! YAY- i cant wait.
I dont know how far along i am but i will let everyone know as soon as I find out..
Emily- Thanks for making this for me...and im so glad that we are friends now...We have
become alot closer. I cant wait to be your sister-in-law...that kinda sounds weird
Well thats it for now...
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